[ She thinks that's really sweet, and it takes her about five minutes to decide to actually admit how this month has been going... She can't be dishonest, but she can omit.
She wants to be honest. ]
this month has been terrible but i've been trying my best not to bring anyone down with me
[ He thinks about how the news of Yukine's death had spread all over the school, and yeah that's definitely a downer. But he can't let that happen so easily. Though the question is, how should he handle this? ]
so you havent talked to anyone about it? this month really has been rough, so i can understand a little... though it must have been really harder for you
i have talked to a few people [ She cried all over Yato. ] but we're all grieving and i just don't think it's fair the way he had to go if he had to go... he deserves peace
[ If Yukine has to be come back and be forgotten as a spirit, he should've at least died in a more peaceful way. If he had to die at all. ]
[ He wonders for a moment if it would be too irresponsible to say that Chiyo is the one who makes him happy when she's feeling down in the dumps at the moment. He does want to make her feel happy in return, so he racks up his brain to try and think of something. Something good. Something... happy. His days lately haven't been so bright either, but he will do his best for Chiyo. ]
its okay chiyo... you dont need to force yourself to think its okay when you know it isnt. theyre your feelings after all. your feelings arent wrong
there was a whole bunch of pasta stuff on sale! pasta sauce too. i bought a whole bunch so makoto and i got to eat a lot for several days. it was nice because we usually dont get to eat that much in a day... i forgot how feeling full felt like :')
there's this one person that makes me really happy. theyre like a ray of sunshine to me. i love how passionate they are about the things they like. i like how great they are with their friends. its fun being around them a lot and i hope they like my company as much as i like theirs. i would do anything for them if they ask!
my feelings aren't wrong but i don't want to be down around everyone all the time? i don't need to be how i usually am but i also don't want to be a dark cloud for everyone
daisuke... i'm really happy you got tons of pasta because pasta is great but that's also really worrying i didn't know things were that bad for you or are you on some kind of diet?
omg are you talking about your crush? whoever it is they sound great and i'm really glad they make you feel that way they must be really special anyone would like your company i know i do
[ Even if she's sad, she has to be supportive, doesn't she? She can't compromise who she is just because she's grieving... or because of her budding feeling. ]
[ Daisuke's thoughts are perfectly summed up in one line after reading that text:
hkejrhgerjghfbvdjrgjhk ]
YOURE SPECIAL, CHIYO
ID SCREAM IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS FOR YOU
[ he wimps out... for now. breathe in, breathe out. ]
everyone just has those days you know... its okay not to be the everlasting sunshine for everyone all the time. its nice to take breaks. we all like you whether youre a dark cloud or not
its no diet. its just the way it is in the house since im always saving money for something. its not a big deal really...
but thanks chiyo... it means a lot to me that you say that
thanks daisuke that means a lot to me to see you say that too it means a lot more than you think i'll try to be myself no matter what that self is sunshine dark cloud or whatever else you're really special to me too you're such a good friend
[ This next message comes a few minutes later because she knows he likes someone else. She doesn't want to complicate things for him, and she doesn't want to send the wrong message, but she wants to do something for him because he's trying to cheer her up.
Even if she can't be that person, she wants to bring him some happiness like the person he talked about earlier. ]
if it's not too much or too imposing can i make you treats sometimes? i don't need to save for anything really and i want to support you so...
yeah it does last year i started using my tablet a lot more because ctrl+z is so so nice my traditional art got worse (since i didn't practice) but recently i've decided to get back into doing traditional stuff watercolors especially
between you and me, i think when makoto was working on a traditional piece for school, his hand was mimicking that motion of pressing the keyboard... i think he was super tired haha
omg i never thought of that before that it could be an actual superpower? the power to use ctrl+z irl no more bumping into people because people don't see me no more dropping things accidentally taking back something i blurt out accidentally? i feel like i could be so powerful
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daisuke...
[ She thinks that's really sweet, and it takes her about five minutes to decide to actually admit how this month has been going... She can't be dishonest, but she can omit.
She wants to be honest. ]
this month has been terrible
but i've been trying my best not to bring anyone down with me
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so you havent talked to anyone about it? this month really has been rough, so i can understand a little... though it must have been really harder for you
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but we're all grieving
and i just don't think it's fair
the way he had to go
if he had to go...
he deserves peace
[ If Yukine has to be come back and be forgotten as a spirit, he should've at least died in a more peaceful way. If he had to die at all. ]
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im sorry, chiyo. :( is there anything i can do for you?
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it was way too sudden!
every time i think i can be ok with it i'm not
will you tell me something that's made you happy lately?
tell me about the people who've made you happy or about the people you love?
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its okay chiyo... you dont need to force yourself to think its okay when you know it isnt. theyre your feelings after all. your feelings arent wrong
there was a whole bunch of pasta stuff on sale! pasta sauce too. i bought a whole bunch so makoto and i got to eat a lot for several days. it was nice because we usually dont get to eat that much in a day... i forgot how feeling full felt like :')
there's this one person that makes me really happy. theyre like a ray of sunshine to me. i love how passionate they are about the things they like. i like how great they are with their friends. its fun being around them a lot and i hope they like my company as much as i like theirs. i would do anything for them if they ask!
[ quietly screams into the void of vagueness ]
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i don't need to be how i usually am but i also don't want to be a dark cloud for everyone
daisuke...
i'm really happy you got tons of pasta because pasta is great
but that's also really worrying
i didn't know things were that bad for you
or are you on some kind of diet?
omg are you talking about your crush?
whoever it is they sound great and i'm really glad they make you feel that way
they must be really special
anyone would like your company
i know i do
[ Even if she's sad, she has to be supportive, doesn't she? She can't compromise who she is just because she's grieving... or because of her budding feeling. ]
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hkejrhgerjghfbvdjrgjhk ]
YOURE SPECIAL, CHIYO
ID SCREAM IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS FOR YOU
[ he wimps out... for now. breathe in, breathe out. ]
everyone just has those days you know... its okay not to be the everlasting sunshine for everyone all the time. its nice to take breaks. we all like you whether youre a dark cloud or not
its no diet. its just the way it is in the house since im always saving money for something. its not a big deal really...
but thanks chiyo... it means a lot to me that you say that
youve always been special to me
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He said she's always been special to him.
She's special to him. Her heart squeezes. ]
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that means a lot to me to see you say that too
it means a lot more than you think
i'll try to be myself no matter what that self is
sunshine dark cloud or whatever else
you're really special to me too
you're such a good friend
done
Even if she can't be that person, she wants to bring him some happiness like the person he talked about earlier. ]
if it's not too much or too imposing
can i make you treats sometimes?
i don't need to save for anything really and i want to support you so...
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[ did that come off as too enthusiastic? because he's definitely enthusiastic over getting stuff from chiyo now ]
thank you so much chiyo! youre so kind q_q
but is there really nothing you want to save for? im sure theres gotta be something...
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maybe a new phone case or more replacement nibs for my tablet but
i don't really want something right now
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does your tablet nib get worn out often? you must use it way more than i do...
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last year i started using my tablet a lot more because ctrl+z is so so nice
my traditional art got worse
(since i didn't practice)
but recently i've decided to get back into doing traditional stuff
watercolors especially
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between you and me, i think when makoto was working on a traditional piece for school, his hand was mimicking that motion of pressing the keyboard... i think he was super tired haha
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omg makoto...
(i stopped myself from laughing)
it sounds like he needs a lot of sleep
but ctrl+z would be really handy outside of a keyboard
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even if its literally the last action we can undo, that would be so handy
it would save a lot of hassle like... not tripping over something
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that it could be an actual superpower?
the power to use ctrl+z irl
no more bumping into people because people don't see me
no more dropping things accidentally
taking back something i blurt out accidentally?
i feel like i could be so powerful
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i think that would be the strongest power for a mundane life next to teleportation
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it'd be so so convenient
teleportation too
hey daisuke
what kind of superpower would you want mundane or not mundane?
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if confidence was a superpower, id take it
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i want more confidence too
but you know
i think you're super just the way you are
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he feels his face getting warm ]
even when i take forever to pick something?
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